幻滅號街車

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I am feeling so lost that I am like standing in the middle of nowhere.

I begin to miss those days in Frankfurt when I got up early for work everyday and found the weekends always too short. I miss my friends there, Thomas, Katha, Fatty and Shen, and dear Xiaojing. I miss the freedom I had, though I didnt really have much free time, and the feeling of being sure of who you are and what you do. I miss the company in which all of us are learning eagerly each day, opening our eyes widely to the fresh news and knowledges. I miss those happy moments near Frankfurt, in Mainz, in Wiesbaden, in Darmstadt, and the sunset by the riverside. I miss the meaningful talks and the loud laughters, Starbucks and Va Piano. I miss the foods and the people.

I miss everything!

And strangely I seem to have few friends here in Bochum... What is worse, I dont have any idea about how I should start with my final thesis, and I am feeling guilty everyday.

My boy seems to get tired for seeing me too often, but I miss him! What a dull thing it is! Maybe I shouldnt have put my hope of getting easier on him.

I hope to run away from here and get myself out into some meaningful thoughts...as soon as possible!